v 3 - 5 LORD my God, if I have done this and there is guilt on my hands— if I have repaid my ally with evil or without cause have robbed my foe— then let my enemy pursue and overtake me; let him trample my life to the ground and make me sleep in the dust.
i don't think i have such courage to tell God these. Even though i've sinned, i would be begging for forgiveness in a super kiasi way. so bad weh. n kiasi...
actually hor.. i have to confess this. i think i lost the fire for God. & my soul is as good as dead. i do this for the sake of doing only, but hoping that through this everyone's fire may be lit brightly once again... so every1... gambateh la. we shall do this with full of love!