v 3 & 4 My soul is in anguish. How long, O LORD, how long? Turn, O LORD, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love.
I need God's deliverance. Many things are against me. So siao! I want to study but situations doesn't favour me. I want to be a good friend to others but they seem to reject me. Could be caused by my 'strange' attitude or simply because im a prefect. And i don't have peace in me. School is kind of quiet now but inside me, it's very messy and chaotic.
v 10 All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed; they will turn back in sudden disgrace.
How i wish this day will come. But it now seems that the ungodly people are gaining favour. Probably God has greater plans for them. Must have faith...